I have been making some progress on one resolution from last year, losing weight. So far this year I have lost 4.6 pounds and I am working on keeping the 2 pounds a week pace. There is a bet with Dad to see who can lose the most weight that is helping on the motivation, but more importantly it is that I want to regain some control of my life. It's one of the few areas where there is some good right now.
The resolution I really want to work on is getting more connected with my friends. Though I am not good at keeping in touch. As the past year has shown, I am borderline horrible at it. It pains me knowing that I am missing out on a lot of big events. When I am included, it worries me that I was an afterthought. I can't blame them for leaving me out, I have not put much effort into being included. I fee like am being excluded and I stupidly don't do anything about it because I don't like forcing myself upon people if they don't want me. Sometimes I hate being me.
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You are not an afterthought! I understand how you feel, but you just gotta reach out to people. I've been trying and you generally get good results :)
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